over the years my relationship with god has changed, as have my views on how to worship. every person requires something different. i pass no judgements on that whole topic. we can find god in every moment no matter where we are.
psalm 22:10 sums it up for me: "...and from my mother's womb you have been my god". there is such reassurance in that passage. i was born a child of god and i shall die a child of god. he made me special and i stand in awe before him.